Lyrics: Miracle LRE – Sorry I’m Different

And she asked me
If death sat next to you in a bar
Looked you in the face
Said the time is up, what would you say?
My first question would be
Oh what took you so long?
I sent the invitation long ago
You rejected me so many times
Sorry man, one last thing

Can we just sit together for a bit
So I can finally have a friend?
Please
Oh, I don’t mean to make you cry
But when I die, just box me off
I need no headstone, no names
No titles I’m a piece of shit
Who will be forgotten anyway
My mind has been a war zone
At least I pray I find peace now

And if I die, no matter what
Don’t bring me back here
It’s dark here and I hate the dark
But at least I tried even though I tried
With memories I would love
To relive again
I don’t want to be born again
Not in this God-forsaken place
And to you, that one person
I wish I could give you the world
So you know I care
But how can I love you

When I don’t even love who I am How do I give you peace
When my mind is a war zone
How do I find you
When I’ve lost my mind and my way how do I tell you
We will be okay when I’m barely holding on
How do I tell you the truth?
When I’ve been lying to myself
My whole life
That it’s okay

My mind has been a war zone
At least I pray I find peace now
And if I die, no matter what
Don’t bring me back here
It’s dark here and I hate the dark
But at least I tried at least I tried

With memories I would love
To relive again
Oh, to relive again
I’m a fish in the desert
There’s nothing to do to save me
I am drowning in a sea
No one can swim
I’m already doomed
And no one can save me